Is this what you want?

Competition..

2006-12-14T03:29:00.000+08:00

A bad day and a very bad ending for me. Competitions really make me puke and ya, it sucks when you did not even get into freaking finals. All to blame of my lazy attitude, ignorance and think highly. i should really change my attitude totally, i had actually motivated in another way, which seems that it causes distractions and bad lifestyle to me.

Instead of Passion Music Playing, i end up having Passion of Earning Money in Music Playing, i have been looking 眼前的钱 and it causes me alot of problems. I really have to do some research and have to improve myself in my passion. who i becomes so much into the money world? How? Why? When? i really do not know how to answer my own questions, but for one thing sure i know of, i need to change my lazy and irresponsible attitude.

If anyone of you happens to read this, please do so and sms me and let me know what are my bad points, what things i have to mend? i know it's kinda late and diffficult to change, no matter what, i really have to turn a new leaf, my life now sucks and sucks badly..

I feel, tortured.

do you know that i still miss you and i felt hurt each time when i remembers you..

Gym

2006-11-30T00:45:00.000+08:00

Today's life was pretty interesting..

when i woke up, i was having 2 half-boiled egg and a few pieces of bread and a cup of hot milo, (as usual it taste horrigible), i changed and bathed and oh dear, it was already 840am. my lesson starts at 9am. it took me awhile to decide to take mrt or cab, (normally i am cabber), today, i was so guai that i took train and went class and was late. Dr Kan saw me appearing in class, she was smiling to me and in the middle of lesson, she walks over to me and say, " hi alex, will u be turning up tutorial tml? we miss u".. i was like.. very... (----____----!!!!) This time round, during lecture i was very good. i didnt went out for a long break. (normally i go have coffee with friends and stuff.. got a couple of times we went to play pool * haha *)

nothing much in the after, as usual i skip lesson again.. was having music tech before any lessons, and somehow i volunteered to burned CDS for dedric. and ya, i missed the string ensemble for our platform today.. which was, GRRR angry.

After that, in the evening, i went to meet with many api friends and ya, Lucretius, Jason(Jagglenaut) and Danddy (Dan) to go gym for some exercise. i was trying to reduce weight by walking fast and jogging. yeah.. and everyone has actually waited when i bath, cause no one bathed u see.. ya.. and we have our dinner at a foodcourt, den the end. anyway, gym was fun and i have determination to becomes slimmer.! Watch my results guys and girls.. perhaps, BABES! woohoo.. *crap*

gotta go bath and zZZ.. Nights all, that's all! =)

扬琴 Yangqin

2006-11-28T13:59:00.000+08:00

The Lovely Sound of Yangqin

The timbre is the music performance strength important aspect, the pursue exquisite is rich in the change the timbre is each performer longs for even in dreams. However, the good timbre receives many factors the restrictions, just so-called "the labor wants the friendly its matter, must first benefit its", the musical instrument structure and its the attribute had decided the musical instrument obtains the timbre the basic condition, but said as the performer, grasps correct timbre view, the assurance timbre local characteristic, utilizes the correct method performance and so on all is the decision 扬琴 timbre inevitable link. This article through the analysis 扬琴 pronunciation objective physical property factor, emphatically is beautiful from the subjective performance psychology and the technical factor discussion 扬琴 timbre.

The Technics

扬琴 the essential technique is two takes turn in turn. The traditional technique has "the left technique" and "the left technique" two kinds. At the end of the 50's, Mr. Wang Yifu summarizes the ball, the wheel, trembles, slides, dials, rubs, cancels "扬琴 eight law". Along with 扬琴 the development, the past sole technique evolved fully displays two initiative, the nimble convenience mix techniques. In inherits the tradition, the absorption, profits from the sisters nationality musical instrument and in the foreign musical instrument technique special skill foundation, our country 扬琴 from has become a body, has the richly colorful performance skill and the expression means. Induces, approximately may divide into seven kinds: Tone technology, double sound, wheel sound, ball wheel, decomposition chord, two musical parts dispositions and color skill. Tone technology and a turn of sound are 扬琴 basic core skill. The tone resembles the bead to fall the jade plate, crystal clear bright, commonly used to the decoration melody, causes it livelily to be lively, magnificent multi- colors; The double sound plentiful is powerful, mainly uses in the sound which the melody must strongly play, strengthens the imposing manner, contrasts the mood; A turn of sound just like 涓涓细流, murmur continues, commonly used Yu Man, center the board singing melody, tangled up causes it to be persuasive; Ball turn crowded compact, multipurpose Yu Shizhi a shorter note, dexterously causes it to be sprightly; The clear wave light which the decomposition chord which ripples just like the microwave on 湖面 glitters, commonly used to description beautiful mountains and rivers scenery and nature enchanting scenery; Two musical parts dispositions enhancement sound stereoscopic effect, causes the musical image to mold distinctively is plentiful. In each color skill, counter- 笕 and dials the string fresh to cause the melody to be melodious; Recites the sound. Cancels rubs deeply causes the melody direct, quiet and beautiful to be elegant; The staccato resembles the horse's hoof lightly to tread; The overtone causes the magnificent in artistic conception, the flavor to be infinite; Slippery dials the imitation running water, the spray sound, 强如 the waterfall splashes, the mighty waves are turbulent, weakly resembles in the thick drizzle the flow rill; The drum sound, the wooden sound, pick the sound, only then the sound, strikes the board simulation 打击乐 sound, 强如 in the holiday calls a gong drum, weakly resembles the immortal sound court music which in the remote mountain far temple and the clock drumtower is elegant; 指套 glides both attains 琴瑟 the rhyme, lofty voiceless sound, and may imitate the hawk swallow extension, rustlings the rumour and startled Tao strikes the shore. Lifelike, 如诗如画... ... .

COPYRIGHT 2006 - TAN HAO SONG, ALEX

Mind Reader

2006-11-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

Tan, you are somewhat left-hemisphere dominant and show a preference for visual learning, although not extreme in either characteristic. You probably tend to do most things in moderation, but not always.

Your left-hemisphere dominance implies that your learning style is organized and structured, detail oriented and logical. Your visual preference, though, has you seeking stimulation and multiple data. Such an outlook can overwhelm structure and logic and create an almost continuous state of uncertainty and agitation. You may well suffer a feeling of continually trying to "catch up" with yourself.

Your tendency to be organized and logical and attend to details is reasonably well-established which should afford you success regardless of your chosen field of endeavor. You can "size up" situations and take in information rapidly. However, you must then subject that data to being classified and organized which causes you to "lose touch" with the immediacy of the problem.

Your logical and methodical nature hamper you in this regard though in the long run it may work to your advantage since you "learn from experience" and can go through the process more rapidly on subsequent occasions.

You remain predominantly functional in your orientation and practical. Abstraction and theory are secondary to application. In keeping with this, you focus on details until they manifest themselves in a unique pattern and only then work with the "larger whole."

With regards to your career choices, you have a mentality that would be good as a scientist, coach, athlete, design consultant, or an engineering technician. You can "see where you want to go" and even be able to "tell yourself," but find that you are "fighting yourself" at the darndest times.

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Quite True.. =) My Temper always kills me.. CHEESE!

Bad days..

2006-11-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

I have been in depression till now.. everything is getting shit out of me, i going crazy. Why is it my best pal has becomes a evil guy? "batman and Joker".. damn hell! I hate such shit life, is it because i always doesnt give enough trust to everyone else? true, i know i wasnt a good guy, but.. cant u ppl understand me more? I know my words hurt ppl, and stuff.. u think i want? My bloody temper is caused by my shitty stress, i think i must really 忍。life is torturing for me now, stress in competition, stress in studies, and ya. composing.. shitty hell.. GOSH! i really feel like going army straight and get torture inside rather than life in circles.. SHIT.

Blackie & My Hopes..

2006-11-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

Take a look, Blackie has grown a little older, bigger and heavier! It seems like, i am also growing, but much more horizontal rather than vertical. Having bad days and hopefully time may settle me down and rest me well before i really go haywire. Spending time with API is really great, it calms me down and bring my happiness to a higher grade and aspect. I have also learn respect and responsibility i carries during my duties in trips with API.

你知道吗，我还在想念着你。。

School starts..

2006-11-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

haix.. how come when i am in a bad mood, i always think of someone.. haix.. i dono le.. i miss her afterall.. haix.. nvm.. lets continue..

Your Element is Earth

Your power color: yellow

Your energy: balancing

Your season: changing of seasons

Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends.
You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems.
Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones.
Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.

What Element Are You?

Good night..

Rojak Day!

2006-09-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

hmm.. finally i'm back to blog. alrights, i was.. erm.. after attending API trip to many ghostly area, quite fun helping around. was unable to talk though during his speech..

Largest Tomb in Singapore,

My bored drawing during lecture..

HAHA.. anyway, i am just here to talk abit and later heading for performance liao..anyway, i upload my newest xiaohei naughty proceedure.. take a look!

ALRIGHT MAN! GO performing liao.. update and upload more next time.. seeya

Weird Post

2006-09-15T02:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.. after so long, i'm finally back to blog again! whip!, exams are coming, stress come liao. .SIAN.. todays topic really makes the title, i show u some pictures and some stuffs, i lazy to talk about my life, kinda boring in school everyday.

My Baby Beckam, Boyboy..

Mr Yap, Harmony Lecturer.

This little monster was taken at ECP. I wen biking with chunlian, senrong and also sandra. She went Roller blading.

That was me and my family in the formal look.

Thats me family and my Ganjiejie!! Beautiful right? She looks so gorgeous.. i make sure i gonna make it for that piece of clothing soon..

That was me and ganjiejie with the In-formal in a Formal, sound confusing? study the pic and u'll know..

This was taken during music platform, it was the vocalist performance, i didnt take a vocalist instead, this pic looks cool right? i love it so much..

THIS IS SO INTERESTING LOH! i'm learning driving with this school, obviously you know how i get their contact and stuff right?

anyway, nites. gotta slp early, have driving lesson later.. and i damn sick, stupid!

Happens to:;

2006-08-31T08:36:00.000+08:00

hehey, world cup just passed and happened to glance throught this video, damn funny. If there is really such training, i will be the manager! lOlx..

Anyway, this few days wasnt in a good mood ya.. exams and test coming le.. no time to blog liaox.. god bless myself.. anyway, xiaohei was very naughty recently. He starts to turn very agressive, he bites almost everything he saw.. hAha.. Alrights.. nothing at the moment.. time to prepare for test and exams.. seeya again!

yuuuuhuuuuuuuuuuupwhoooohhooO!!!

Walking the Graveyard Shift

2006-08-27T02:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. i bet many of you have visited graveyard either on the Qing Ming Jie as well as some other days, but have you visited on the 7th Lunar Month in the night? It may seems scary and you maybe frightened!But, the NAFA and the Asia Paranormal Investigators (Around 15 People) have visited three graveyard in Singapore!! Unfortunately, we were unable to visit the Japanese Cemetery as it was closed at 7pm. When Abductboy (API Investigator) told us this, everyone has been saded. BUT!, everyone was instructed to bring a touchlight and once in a while, we will have headcounts. It will not be surprised if we count extra or more.. It will be scary if one or more disappear without acknowledging anyone.

The first stop was;

1. Siglap Cemetery
2. Malay Cemetery
3. Chinese Cemetery - Chua Chu Kang

Siglap was pretty big as we have a pretty long walk into it. not until we walk pass each tombs side by side with few CM(s) to Inches!!! When we finally reach out destination, we saw something really impressive and amazing! It was the largest husband and wife tombs. It was almost half size of an football field. It is so incredible that everyone start to take out their cameras and videos to shoot. Long time ago, there is an caretaker who looks after this tombs and he stayed beside it only. After worldwar2, the caretaker had shift house and the place was left alone. Not until the Paranormal Investigators had founded it! Normally what a rich family will do, they will build a very big tombs, have Singhs Scrupture as their guards, one yard specially for the Land God. It was incredible big and it worths all the climbing into the leaves, grasses, falling into small holes, etc.

Next, we had dinner. After dinner, we went to the malay cemeteries. In the olden days, malay burial was simple. When we see a totally flat and normal wood stand, it represents a FEMALE. When the wood has a round top, it refers to MALE. so what does the kids? They are just simply smaller versions to represent the children. It was actually very small area, but within this area, it consists of hundred and hundreds of bodies we might be stepping under our legs! Another thing above this graveyard, it has a caretaker who often feed cats. There are many cats, black, white, kittens, brown, yellowish. etc.

And we left to the Chinese Cemeteries. The journey to CCK was really very far, it takes us bout 25mins to travel. Afterall, when we reach, the Paranormal Investigators told the bus driver to turn off the small internal lights as we will disturb some rituals and stuff like that. Do you believe that, many rituals are conducted in the nights. Ritual that conducted in the nights are frightening and we were very interested to find out. After sometimes while passing many tombs, we happen to saw this little tower that consists of praying gods. Somehow while we walking around the tombs, richard me and one of the API member happens to spot a few lights in like a few metres away from front. So, the API member suspected that there is a ritual in front. and he was very right, while we were walking towards, we saw the chinese medium, who are the TARN KEYS had started. We heard their conversation and it was simply and plainly chinese. One of the TARN KEYS performed to be the family ancestor, and another TARN KEYS was representing the Hell Deities, (White Deity..

(TO BE CONTINUED,, very tired, some pictures and videos will be uploaded soon!)

QINYIMUSIC SCHOOL

2006-08-26T10:40:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

QINYIMUSIC SCHOOL has made their very first lanyard Strap and Polo T-Shirt. If you were like to purchase,

POLO T-SHIRT

Free Size:

XS: $22 S: $23 M: $24 L: $25 XL: $27 XXL: $30

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Each is sold at: $12

please kindly email to:

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or you can contact me aat:

(+65)96403835

We accept CASH and Cheque.

Once we receive the payment, immediate posting will be sent.

For any other queries,
Please call:

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(+65) 96403835

春江花月夜

2006-08-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

NAFMAN PRODUCTIONS!!!

2006-08-24T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hi All,

NAFMAN PRODUCTION PTE LTD has move to their official blog itself. Please visit
Http://nafman.blogspot.com

=)

Hopefully you enjoy the clips there!

Seeya..

my boiboi

2006-08-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

Firstly, lets put our hands together and welcome our guest of honour, Mr Boiboi Tan. He, is my new member of my family. whhahaa.. isnt he cute???? is he is he? so adorable.. jealous ar? too bad.. =Pp

It was quite miserable to see him playing with himself cause i am such a bad owner, i have to leave school from morning to evening or sometimes night. I'm so sad. But, must blame the school. hAha.. Give us such a wonderful timing, 9am to 10am, 3pm to 4pm, 5pm to 6pm. isnt this interesting? Ok, lets get back to story.

"Do you think you peeping and taking picture of me i don't know? I know ok, i was always peeping you too. HAHA, opps!, *WooF*!"

"Hey, candid camera.. erm.. no.. BOO! i was trying to play dead, am i real? do i look real? hey, give me that camera, i wana look at myself"

"AEH! see, i am such a nice pet pet, that korkor put me on his bed and sharing his precious pillow to me alone. AND NOW! IT:S ALL MINE!!! WHUAHAHA, Opps! *WooFY WoOFY!"

(To be continued..)

Hmm.. today. let me see.. I woke at.. i dono.. i was awake by my little imp. He crawled onto my stomach and lick me till i wakes up. i guess he was awaked by the terrible ring by my DR.Alarm.

Hahas.. hmm.. went to school after a bath, i reached school at 8plus i guess. Was early for harmony lecture. Today's lesson was so interesting, Mr Yap was really funny today, as compared to his previous lectures, we have been giving him cold laughter cause it is really lame jokes. But today was alright, everyone was laughing SERIOUSLY and really put a smile ya.. HAhax..

If there are ppl who dont, it meant that they are off peak. they went to jupiter or mars, didnt really stay alert. i wasnt that bad, i was somewher around the moon. i have been doozing off until his REAL and AMAZING jokes were here.

After that lecture, went lunch with jane, joyce, anthea and joyce's fren. i happens tat i still don know her name, (WE HAVE BEEN A CLASS SINCE JUNE). but cant be blame, our class was like so international. perhaps, ASEAN. we have the thailand, indonesian, malaysian, hong kongs, taiwanese, singaporeans (naunces)etc. HUH! over 60plus students. amazed? don be. Come and join us, we will be so glad that there are ppl coming to join us. HAHA

and after tat, i went home with anthea. journey to mrt, we have been talking rubbish and ya. HAHA.. 38 talks by the 2 crazy insane ppl worx. HAhas.. anyway, i went for my driving theory test, i passed!.. afterall.. just a Passed word makes me feel glad. den, went to petshop got boiboi some food and tibits for him to bite.

and ya, perhaps. my day was till now. HAHA.. see ya again lar.. everyday blog liao ok! OH DEAR! i haven done my 4 journals, 4 folios. and i still slacking NOW! terrible ..

缘分

2006-08-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

天天盼望见到你
总会找个借口见你一面
临睡前常想着你
希望梦里也能遇到你

缘分就是如此的奇妙
人与人之间相处久了
真的可以培养感情吗？

与你相处的快乐美好回忆
彼此一起渡过失落时刻
这些点点滴滴
才知道，我已不小心爱上了你

为何爱上了你
却不敢告诉你
不渴望什么，只希望在你身旁
默默支持你，祝福你

为何爱上了你
却不敢面对事实
或者害怕再次为情伤了心
想想不如做朋友就可以了

但愿你我能找到幸福快乐
记得噢！我层经爱过你。。。
虽然很短暂，也没有完美结果
非常谢谢你给我的安慰，支持和欢乐

Hurt..

2006-08-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

my feelings are hurt,
i have nothing to say.
It has been many times,
I shouldnt be touching it or picking it up.
It just feel like many un-removeable needles poke into my heart deeply,
Millions of bee stunk onto me,
Suffering of pain and torture with it,
worst still, it doesnt kills me,
which leads me into more terrible pain.

I give up, i surrender, i tried to do accept it,
but why does it always haunt into my dreams
or reminded me when i am alone?
I really feels like ending the world just like that.

Goodnight,
I'm disappointed and sad.

Disappointment Day

2006-08-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

Huh! Do you guys miss me? argh.. guess so.. Ok, i'm here to start off with my lame stuffs again. yea, try to enjoy alright! =)

This was an incredible friday. We have our performing class and everyone seems to be so slack (as usual), have you ever wonder how's life in NAFA during performing class? Give you a little slight video and image previews. HAHA! =)

This picture wasnt taken properly, but, was actually trying to capture DONG XIAO cause she is explaining and spotting other players mistakes. We have this weekly ya.. enjoy? JOIN NAFA NOW! =) hAhax..

HEY! take a look at this picture. See how Dizi Master Rit Xu Kaixiang behave in class. It's kinda of usual to have him like that. =Pp Anyway, i have a theory to myself, Posted posts, i wont wana remove it! =Pp

AND YEAH! Here's our lecture. Our beloved lecturer, Mr Yeo SM. Cute, when he gets to be exited or nervous, his words are like machine guns. KEEP SHOOTING TILL you wont knoww and cant catch any ball. HAha.. =||*

and ya, after a day in NAFA, i decide to meet up with Chunlian. She's also kinda of sian and me too, so we decide to go Esplanade Library to get some music scores and stuff like that. Upon reaching, she asked me a CUTE question. "have you eaten?" i was like.. wth lar.. She always tends to be hungry all times lar! alright.. nvm.. don talk about the lending off books in Library, kinda of boring life there. OH ya, we have DING TAI FENG (DTF) for dinner. She makes a fool with the MANGO PUDDING. She is so in-love with that milk, that i have to ordered for another cup of MILK for her. Itsnt that "cute"? ya.. THROW FACE.. Eating Pudding having 2 CUPS of milk. But leh, quite nice also lar .. HAHA! OH YA! THAT STUPID ducck.. a few pieces of dark DEAD duck meat, cost me $11. CUTE LAR! wana see? see le den you will understand how i FEEL.

ITS LIKE so over charge lar.. NO WONDER SO MANY WORKERS!! and guess what, a Chief didnt concentrate on cooking, he was busy on the phone for like almost 45minutes. That is so suck lar! If i';m e boss, i sent him back to his mainland. What a lazy bum.. ARGH!

Anyway, pretty tired after i went mahjong the whole night and work and walk the whole day.. today i was pretty pissed off and damn disappointed with ALOT people. They seems to love having wings, and putting aeroplanes. What's next? blog again ba.

Nightss.

Picture was taken at Kaiboon;s house: 4.48am in the Morning. (nice???)

Loving Pain

2006-08-10T13:24:00.001+08:00

Standing forlorn in the falling rain,
Emotions laden on a fragmented heart,
Existing no more for the divine plan laid,
Staring till comes the inevitable dark.

Joined only by warmth of a familiar other,
Walking across the jagged edge of ice,
Steel eyes pursue a definite shudder,
My heart, her hand, the twist so concise.

Standing, watching the waves unfold,
With moments of nothing, my heart hollow,
Stone rocks under me, freezing ice cold,
She opens her mouth, so purposeful, yet slow.

Omitted, "we both live in different world, We never will be the same",
"I really.. in love with you" I said, my emotions; controlled,
She sneered, said "Find someone else, there's time still",
But the death of me had just been foretold..

10th August 2006

confusion

2006-08-10T13:24:00.000+08:00

Shall I Let You Go?

2006-08-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

Rain and sunshine do not always come together.
Night and day never coincide.
But you and I,
whatever they say,
is for me the perfect match.
When I dream,
I dream of you...
maybe one day,
dreams will come true.
I don't want to say somethings,
I miss you,
though deep inside,
I do,
coz I'm afraid you might see through,
and know how much fear I have of losing
someone like you.
你知道吗?
每当我没见到你时,
我都会念念不忘着你的话,
因为你在我的心里,
一直都没有消失.
我不管你会不会骂我傻，
骂我stupid, or whatever.
我对你still充满着非常多FEELING,
难道我只有等着的份吗？
i really hate myself..
For loving you..

9th August 2006

So confused, mixed up inside, not understanding and i can't decide.
Yes or no, Can't be sure, If I still want the things that were.
In my head, it all makes sense, But when I speak, it's ignorance.
I can't decide what I feel,
I can't be certain Of what is real.
Yes or no, Too soon to tell.
If I'm in love, Or just unwell.
Just don't know, it's all so unclear, not sure of where To go from here.
To tell her or to remain this way.
Never knowing Is the price I pay.

I used to think that the world is so unfair, that it gave me so many reasons to hate it. But now, how can I hate such a wonderful world that gave me you?
Each of us is an angel with one wing. The only way we could fly is to hold each other and share wings. So if you have trouble flying, I will always share mine with you..

Traditions

2006-08-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

A picture of Street Teochew Music Singing Opera in Singapore.

Teochew people originated in the Chaoshan region of Guangdong province, China. The Teochew opera use traditional musical instruments like the cymbals, drums and other string instruments such as 椰胡,头铉.. The performers have very elaborate make up and elaborate costumes with breath-taking sparkling sequins and chiffon cloths. The Teochew opera usually has some very interesting storyline based on the Chinese folklore.

However, I was then told that in fact the some opera performers themselves are not Teochew and do not know Teochew language. Sometimes they don’t even know what they are singing about! They learned and memorized the opera act so diligently just as a means of living.

Many of the shows are very emotional and audiences have been known to weep openly as they watched. However, nowadays most of the audiences can’t follow the story lines, youngster and teenagers are no longer interested in operas. Now, ask yourself this question.

"Traditions now are getting lesser in fact they are losing away, is it the youngster fault or is it that the performer won't want to teach?"

难忘的圣淘沙之旅

2006-08-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

Before entering sentosa, we went to courts to get our barbeque stuff.. HAHA

Entering sentosa with FREE transport..

What is he doing with the maids??? LOL.. Owner and maids??? OMG!

"Wonderful" Free breakfastf from the Resort.. =Pp

Do i look disgusting? i'm quite disgusted by myself.. LOL! =Pp

In this video, you may found many stupid activities and talks. If you find them irritating and ignoring, JUST BEAR WITH US! hAha..

hmm.. this breakfast wasnt a great one though.. It serve only boiled hotdogs, Not hot or not cold coffee tea, Scrambled and Half boil COLD eggs, Beans that is steamed, bread which is untoasted with melting oil. and bla bla.. SERVED by ourself.. =)

Look! why are we complaining since we had such a nice long fountain-ed pool? Just read below the blog. that is why there is a sentence, i am quoting it with evidence by my video-shooting. "Do not judge the book of it's cover!" heard of?

A journey that is long awaited,
A wasted day indeed.
For all that has been planned,
and for all that has been done,
it has all gone into waste .
Why so ?
Because we didnt get to enjoy ourselves totally.
Happy, sad, angry or mad.
All has equal weightage over our trip to our lovely sunny island, Sentosa.

Again , within four days,
Decided within four minutes,
And anticipated for four weeks,
I think we'll be there again maybe after four months .

Sentosa island, a lovely local paradise for teenagers, sports lover and mosquitoe enthusiasts .
For people who will wanna enjoy BBQ, remember to only take the resort, CoastaSand.
We bought all our food at our local mart , and brought them over to this island .
Only to find disappointment in the night when we dun get our pits to burn .
For all that we've done , and its our fault ?
We should have asked whether a resort would have BBQ pits or not ?
The clique was mad and they burned like firestarters .
They complained to the manager of the resort like firecrackers .

But even we were to stand to argue , there'll be nothing done in the end .
So , whats the point of complaining so ?
We'll only waste our time idling around the reception counter .
Its not their party , its not their fun .
Who will they care for , if its only us .

The resort is new , still under major construction .
I dun think its the best place to hold our celebration .
People look at u differently if ur from this nation .
And they'll not entertain u with ur frustration .
So what if we're mad ?
We're local .
So what if we're to complain ?
We're merely local .

But hope didnt shatter into pieces .
We picked up the fragments and headed towards another resort .
In the eyes of a kind Indian man , from native India , he shone light into our hearts .
We were hopeful for that he went to book a BBQ pit for us .
Such helpful tourists are plentiful everywhere .
No .
Before that , we headed towards this two local Singaporeans .
This lady was defensive and they wouldnt wanna help .
Fuck them anyway .
We get to BBQ in the end , and we made hell of a noise .
If we've disturbed their sleep , then we're truely not sorry .
Afterall , we bribed him with five times the amount .

Imagine that .

Starting fire was never fun .
Even till now .
We found nothing to start our fire .
Sentosa island doesnt sell BBQ items .
Interesting for a resort island for not having any of these items .
We've to go back to mainland .
Interesting .
Fuck Sentosa , a timid mimosa .

However , the fellowship was breaking up .
Slowly , one by one , they fall .
Some were short-tempered .
Some were noisy .
Some were irritating and some were not active .
Time dragged itself across the sandy beach , and landed itself in the pool .
Many fell asleep , leaving only three left to watch the sunrise .
Rode our way to the end of the island , to witness the beautiful opening of a new day .
Thanks to the lovely clouds , we saw nothing in the sky .
By the time we see the sun , its already scorching hot and burning on our backs .

EXTRACTED FROM WEIKANG's BLOG! =)

Below are the pictures of our trip.

Everyone was surprised and still couldnt believe that this is a RESORT! It doesnt look like one la,, so we walk towards another one, named Coasta Sand Resort. And i went up to ask the counter. I was rather stupid, It wrotes "Coastasand Resort" and i still ask the reception whether this was "Siloso Beach Resort". This is totally insane. Couldnt believe, DO YOU?

It was really an PREPARED journey to sentosa. Everyone came in with bags and bags and bags, except JASON AND DEDRIC! who went? Ting ting, Dong Xiao, Yeow Yee, Sok Mun, Jason, Dedric, Richard, Weikang. incredible trip to sentosa, Playing with Friends are enjoyable, but sentosa Facilities in SILOSO BEACH RESORT was really a sucking one.

Everyone was waiting to bath, some was unloading and packing our stuffs. TING TING bath so long LOH! everyone was crazy.. hAha

We went to the beach and SWIM! hAha.. on the way there, we saw a Giant 4-legged Snake. (More pictures will be updated again..)

hmm.. i am trying to wonder, who really throw this 银箍棒 from the sky.. this couldnt be throw from Sun Wukong, Monkey king. Because he have a golden one.. hmm!

I was trying to shot a movie for bollywood. But, i wasnt that black afterall.. =)

Everyone thought jason 想不开.. but.. actual fact is that he is trying to act cool up there.. so i was trying to imitate himm.. so, something happens..

It fails.. i look like 睡佛 or 笑佛 ? Happy guessing ba..

Everyone was enjoying the beautiful scenario outside of the tram, not until when Richard did that! OMG! It was so.... 恶心 lar richard!

And then, we went biking. I was biking while i am trying to make an clear shot, and i was fed up. i slowed down and Jason caught up. So, i did a side snap and he still doesnt know it.. HEHE! =) shh.. private shooting, no need pay right? hAha..

This often happens when you are so freaking bored and gets tired and pissed off before finding PITS to barbeque.. after this happens, i am still so energetic afterall.. HAHA

HMM>> alot patterns.. don u think? hAha..

can u spot all of us??? try finding.. give u clue, the smallest one is WEIKANG! hAha..

Starting fire was so tiring.. After started the fire, we forgotten bout the wiregauze.. we didnt bought any.. so i did something naughty.. i took e drainage metal case, i went to soap wash and just put it right on top of the pit. and i lay out e pit over with aluminimum foil. And, barbeque Started! +) LOL! shhh.. after tat, we got clean it one OK!!! loL!

(TO BE CONTINUED, PICTURES ARE STILL UPLOADING!)

Dear Brother Boon

2006-08-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

Dear Brother,

If you're in a relationship that isn't working and you're not sure what to do, I like you to know that there is hope for a great relationship no matter how desperate your situation appears right now. Don’t make the same mistake most people are making when they are in an unhappy relationships.Alot of people including couples think that if they don't really focus on the issue of whether they want to stay in or leave their relationships--that the problems will magically somehow heal themselves. They won't.
If you don't invest some quality time now in taking a true, honest and truthful look at the state of your relationship, you could stay stuck in this place of indecision for a very long time. It's amazing to me how many people are content to stay stuck in this place of indecision about their relationship--wasting so much precious time when they could be experiencing an incredible relationship filled with love, passion and joy. I encourage you to take an honest look at your situation and feel how much pain you've been feeling about this relationship.
You need to decide that you're not willing to live without the love, passion, intimacy, tenderness, connection and yes, even sex any longer. You have to take the first step to create the kind of relationship and love you want in your life. I’m not suggesting that you should leave your current relationship and head out looking for the new love of your life. Only you can make that decision. What am I going to tell you is that life is too short to go through it without having the love you want in your life that's possible for all of us. It's important that you take some time now to gain the clarity about your relationship so that you'll be able to ask yourself openly and honestly whether you'll be able to heal your current relationship or not. You deserve to have love, passion and connection in your life.
Let me ask you a few questions, this are questions that I have gone through myself, I may not have recovered from what I having now, but I still awake of knowing what I should do. Now ask yourself these questions.
1. Have you know whether you really want to stay in this relationship or move on?
2. Have you discover what you really want in a relationship and whether you'll be able to have it in this relationship?
3. Have you identify the real issues going on in this relationship (they may not be what you think)?
4. Have you understand the communication challenges going on between the two of you
5. Have you identify how patterns from your past may be unconsciously ruining your relationship right before your eyes
Seriously, we are not ready for relationships, just put it aside to prevent yourself from getting more hurt. Anyway, it takes me more than an hour to edit and write this, Please wake up!

Regards,
Haosong

Sucess

2006-08-05T12:20:00.000+08:00

" A stream always succeeds in forging its own way to the ocean, overcoming all obstacles in its path. With vision and perseverance, so too can we achieve our desired success. "

I have always been asking myself such questions, am i successful? had i succeed? or i am still overcoming the rocks and sands? my answers are always a NO. Being successful is one thing, but maintaining our sucessfulness is a very challenging obstacles. To be successful, you have to be very self-dicipline in a sense of knowing what is wrong and doing the right thing. Having that sense, we always have to keep to it and turn it into our vision, so that we are able to achieve what is upcoming and what problems we are encountering, problems could be as small as picking up a pencil on the floor. So why am i mentioning tiny problems such as picking up a pencil on the floor? If you are asking such questions in your mind, please do think about what am i going to share with you.

It may seems to be an easy job to everyone else, but to some people out there you might not know of, may have encountering such problems. Who are the ones am i refering to? Think carefully, when we are crawling across our dining room, kitchen, or even your bed, who exactly are the ones who taught you that? you? our parents? god? friends? animals? Who are the ones really cared about you when you are still learning how to pick up a pencil? Parents? friends? cousins? or someone who doesnt exist? If we were to sit down and give a little time to such thoughts, Parents are the one that i am refering to. They may seems to be terrible furious animals when they are scolding or lecturing you, they also can be a wonder cheerful clown in your life, what is important is they played a very important role in our lifes. They lead, they teach, they assist you when you are in trouble, they change your undies when you "decorate" them with many brownies. If i were to put all this together, i could say is parents our my GOD. am i right to say this?

NO man is an island, definitely i have to thank them for being my wonderful confidante, my advocate, my parents. It is them who gave me such success in my life, although it may be tiny ones. Without them, i wont be born into such wonderful world i am living in, such SUCCESS life i have. i really owe them a unpayable debt. And of cause, i also have to thank my talented and indefatigable Professor Wei Yan Ming who had lead my life into music. I am really convinced that without him and my parents of their unflagging enthusiasm and coaching, the skills i have now would still be locked in my head.

Life would never be so successful without them, my teachers and my beloved parents.

Starting from the left: Papa Potato, Me, Miss Ong (My Respected Theory Teacher) and my Mama Tomato.

My wonderful Yangqin Teacher and Me! =)

Today's Wisdom

2006-08-05T02:40:00.000+08:00

" I do not fear failure, I only fear the "slowing up' of the engine inside me which is pounding.."

Does i really have such life? Check it out when i do not carry the smiling faces on me.

Nights

扬琴 or 扬青？

2006-08-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

hMm.. there is this sentence that really caught my attention.
"我的乐感呢?我似乎在玄技领域越陷越深了" if u r a musician or and music lover, will this happens to you? give a guess and thinking..

I somehow very in love with my own invention.. LOok at this pic.. hmm..
hmm.. was just wondering, after so much. i finally make myself settle down and i somehow manage to catch up the speed studying in NAFA. It wasnt really tough and i really understand the art of studying, (Regarding only to studing what you like)

sometimes i do really wonder, how does 扬琴get his name? do you know why? Dont ask me, i need to do somehow such research.. Hahas..

anyway, time do pass by quickly. throughout my life, i have manage to took some weird pictures, (Somehow).. haha.. here are some of them! =)

i guess this is really 杨青ba.. HAhas!

I BET U ARE LAUGHING WITH YOUR TOES! i look so damn beautiful LAR! HAhax.. CHIOBU RITE!? please.. stop yrself from looking, goes on!

ARGH!! DID anyone trying to say "u r lame"??.. argh.. tats wad i do when i am sad.. drawing stuff onto my tables.. bet u knw y i did tat for.. hmPH!.. but now i changed my computer table, it is dark black now.. cant draw.. OH WELL! i might put some liquid paper on it..

LOOK AT THAT!!!! how on earth i gonna stand? i feel so uncomfortable.. her breast is leaning on my shoulder!!!.. LOLx.. she forced herself onto it huh.. NOT MY FAULT ARH!!! COME ON.. it wasnt my fault LA!

Dont u find her.. argh! i mean him, cute? he is our HUANG SHENG! goSh.. he was "decorated" by a bunch of naughties during chingay.. he look so much.. "MAN" with that decorations on.. HAHA

Did i mention before my classmate jeremy??? oh gosh.. he is an angel of Laughter man.. LOl.. everytime see him is really a day u put a smile on your face. HE nv stop uttering rubbish, jokes and sometimes do realy serious.. cause everyone seems to have a same points on edric.. =) (u knw i knw huh)anyway, people now might ask me, what on earth do i post this pic instead of him when i am talking about him? ok.. this was a picture of his birthday present. u see that little greeny? that was his ugly monster.. and he create many weirdo stories bout it.. oH my.. he is such a joker! next time when u gonna meet him, please prepare a pail of water, u gonna laugh till your throat dry! =)

hMm.. have u seem erhu ah bing? i bet u dont. but u will have a little chance to see the ANG MOH ah bing den. HAha.. (this pic was extracted during my history lecture, our DEAR DR KAN was showing us an video). which was like, hAHa..

are u trying hard to think whose this? and who is so cute to post an cute cute monkey up there? i bet u arent ready for the surprise. cause that cute little monkey, was me. it was taken from jeremy's phone. (NICE JOB JEM, u give me a cute shot! hAha)!

How should i start with.. this teacher who is a flute player and also a composer, somehow did some weird stuff in that particular room you seen in that picture. This incident really makes me laugh my head off everytime when i take a little glance. On that day, we are changing and preparing for concert. HE who was called by someone outside, without changing properly, HE opened the door for that girl to enter, NOT, i mean NOT knowing that his pants had fall off. This wasnt really funny, the funny part was that HE walk out of that room with the pants down till someone screamed.. LOL! So, DO REMEMBER! Put your pants on with a belt to secure people laughters!
HAHA! am i bad? nah, just some remarks .. LOL!

PAYCO BUDHA!
i really have to upload this.. This is so significant and coOL! lOL!.. a wonderful and welldone job by the payco talents people. LOL! are u enjoying? i bet u r.. the movie creator and coordinators are, Huang Sheng - Conductor, Me - camera man, actors and actresses was minchao, cheeyao, mingwei, wanching, harry, yuan deng, bernard and guess what.. kahyong was playing the piano of wad? you listen you should have notice it.. =)

WAIT A MIN, i somehow saw delphine.. catch inside there.. and e one who say “老师，罄“and "this is a pa production, copyright 2006" was me.. doesnt sound like me har.. thats wad a recording and videoing is. IT"S SO FAKE!

This wasnt funny.. i was pretty amazed that my primary i used to teach was playing LA SA XING, DA GUI! 打鬼。。 i just wondering, since primary school are playing such a high standard songs, what are the JCs and the univers students are playing den? baby music? or.. little stars concerto(s). hmph.. lets just see =|

She really makes a wonderful dog, when she came into my life, i was really happy. not when the devils had chased them away. YOU SHOULD KNOW WHO.. why on earth i have the "likes" in me to like this animals? You cant god just bless me with other likes rather than animals where i cant really have them. Cheese.. =) maybe it is a training given by god.. I GUESS>. =) bare with it, few more years i'm gonna buy a big house and it gonna be an animal farm. NO ONE STOPS me.. =)